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WerewolfDespair
Kind of a downer
Well my mom went to go deposit that money so she could come visit me...and they are holding the check for a few days because it is such a big one. Damn it. So she won't be getting here till monday night. :( I want my mommy! And the money wouldn't be so bad either since I want to get a new phone from AT&T since virgin mobile has charged me when they aren't supposed to but supposedly doesn't see the charge in their system and refuses to refund me the money. Uh....56.00 is alot of money. I want it back damn it. So I will be switching to AT&T. ha...Assholes. Another thing that I am fuming about is...Seriously..I spend my time cleaning up after everyone and I get absolutely no thanks. Infact..i get bitched at and treated like a I am completely unwanted because I don't fucking cook everynight. But of course everyone leaves their dishes and shit for me to do the next day while they all sit on their ass. What would happen if I didn't clean after everyone? My brother in law would get... (more)

whispers aloud
the accasional visit
wow....has been ages since i'm here......well, one thing is that mak is not getting any better. But we are still hopeful..had dinner at Khadijah's kitchen last nite with ayah...its was good after we had our 'argument' the other day....i should have be more calm I guess...berdosa menjawab mcm what I did....but I knew ayah understand me. Gtg, muahhhhhh



heaven!
recluse
i think it's interesting that in my life (before 18), the older i got, the more famous/popular i wanted to become. but after 18, the older i got, the less public i wanted to be. i think it suddenly hit me, that popularity/fame is really not what it appears to be. a lot of other baggage comes along with it. that, coupled with my laziness to blog and my unwillingness to share my personal side at times, lead me to close this blog. yes, this will be the last entry here. it won't be the last of me on the internet though. i'm moving somewhere else. i won't lock it, but i'll certainly lock certain entries that are more private. even then, don't expect full disclosure, because i realize some things are not meant more than 1/2 pairs of eyes. i also expect entries to come less often. but we'll see abt that. in any case, if you do have an interest in my life and want to continue to encourage and support me, feel free to ask me where i have moved to. i would appreciate no linking and... (more)

Snúður??
Fallegur fløskudagur
Nú er klukkan um 11 hjá mér, ég ákvad ad taka mér pásu til ad skrifa eina stutta færslu... Vedrid hérna er ædislegt, 23 grádu hiti, létt gola og bara eitt og eitt létt ský hér og thar. Sumarvinnan ad klippa runna og slá gras hérna rétt hjá, svo sumarlegt hljód! Og svo er verid ad mála hérna á skrifstofunni á medan allir eru í sumarfríi. Sytjum hérna 3 í rólegheitunum. (Reyndar er brjálad ad gera hjá mér eftir fríid, mikil yfirvinna og svona. En thad er flott thví í stadinn fyrir ad fá yfirvinnu, vinn ég mér inn frí á medan mamma, pabbi og Snædís koma í heimsókn 12-19 ágúst. En eitt sem ég hef enn ekki skrifad um, Hróarskelda! Thetta var frábært, kannski full heitt, en tónlistin var frábær! Hot Chip, Neil Young, The Streets og Band of Horses standa upp úr... Thó ad audvitad hafi Radiohead og ýmsir fleiri af betri endandum stadid sig rosalega vel. Svona yfir høfud voru thrír tónleikar sem ég lennti á sem ég var ekki ánægdur med... Teitur, Jay-Z og José Gonzales, Teitur afthví ad... (more)

iwrite
the you
Mood is not any better today. Just why is that pinch still in my heart. That worry is still in my heart. That insecurity is still in my heart. His words yesterday sounded wrong and make me pondering even more. Or rather, it is just the answer i have been expecting from him that he will do something wrong. My worry is always there and now it has sort of 'come true' from his words. Not assuring, not secured, should i just give up or should i hold on just yet? Why just dont he understand? Understand how i will feel? that ppl will just fall for him by looking at him.. more over is chatting, working, chilling and playing. Does he really like the feeling of people falling for him? Will he have the same worry if i did the same things like him? I need answers! i DESPERATELY need answers.. but i know i will never get the answer i want. For you, i held on tight. For you, from now on, i will release everything.